Funny how some things can collapse can disintegrate so easily after you've spent so much time building it up, like stacking bricks and gaining trust/trusting others.
It keeps replaying itself in my head.
I would just like to clarify some matters here (I think you're probably the only one who would bother to come here anyway).
I'm not that bloody selfish person you make me out to be. I don't stop you from doing what you want to do. I just said I don't like it (many many things), it doesn't mean you cannot do it (but you still did most of them anyway), it's just how I feel. If I am such a person, I would have done many selfish, mean, evil things to you and maybe even others. And anyway you're free to do what you want, I did not stop you from anything, and I am not stopping you from doing anything.
I know it is silly of me to still keep thinking about you but I can't help it for you were a large part of my life. I'm having a little trouble adjusting back but I know that I can do it. I've done it before.
I didn't want to do anything to stop you from leaving because it was your decision to leave, it is the (insert number here) time already, I knew that even if I did things would still be like this in the future and you had other interests.
I don't blame anyone, I just want to live in peace.
Whatever your decision, I respect it and I wish you all the best.
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